CONFUSION

EVERYONE ALWAYS SAYS THAT LIFE IS NOT EASY. WELL I CAN OFFICIALLY SAY THAT IT IS DEFINITELY NOT. JUST WHEN YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING EVERYTHING RIGHT, THE RUG IS PULLED OUT FROM UNDER YOU AND EVERYTHING IS FUCKED. I AM AT A COMPLETE LOSS FOR WORDS AS TO WHAT TO DO IN MY LATEST PREDICAMENT. I CAN'T MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY ALL THE TIME. BUT THIS TIME AROUND, I WILL HAVE TO BE CIVIL AND CORDIAL AND ALSO SOMEHOW FIT IN MY OWN FEELINGS AND HAPPINESS INTO THIS MESS. FUCK EVERYONE. WHO NEEDS TO BE HAPPY ANYWAY. THE WEEKEND OF SOLITUDE WILL BE GREATLY WELCOMED. I HAVEN'T BEEN ALL BY MYSELF IN A GOOD WHILE.