Well it has been a long time since i posted here. Life got a little out of hand. Though my family is doing great and we have managed to stay afloat financially, it has come at a cost. The one and only thing that i wanted out of this world was to make this one particular person happy as she is the world to me, and i couldn't do it. Through only my own actions i have made someone despise the place they are at in life. Unintentionally, yes. But neglectfully so. I have to change my ways and be more responsive to others. I have to hold my tongue and let others have the floor. I have to listen more to what is around me and not comment so heavily. I have.....to change. I want her to laugh wholeheartedly again. whether it is in my arms or another.
I am a broken man looking for answers. Holding back the tears is one thing. But having to know that she is that unhappy is truly the worst. Each day is getting worse. i only hope there is light at the end of this tunnel that is life.
Thursday, July 21, 2016
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