SAFE JOURNEYS MY FRIEND

My good friend Ryan has left again. Back to Iraq for another 6 months. It is always a sad time when he leaves. He is always here just long enough that you get used to him being around and you forget that he has to go. This Saturday I woke up and completely expected him to snoozing on the pull out couch. But alas! it was empty. Goodbye my friend. I will miss you much. I hope the next 6 months goes fast for you. love you always bro.

CARS

SO, DESPITE ALL MY WORRIES, I DID SOMETHING I AM STILL IN SHOCK OVER. I BOUGHT A NEW CAR YESTERDAY. CAN I AFFORD ANOTHER MONTHLY PAYMENT? I DON'T KNOW. WILL I MAKE IT WORK? I HAVE TO.

THRIED MUCH E ECONOMY

OK, SO FOR WHATEVER STRANGE FUCKING REASON, I HAVE WORRIED ABOUT THE ECONOMY LONG ENOUGH. I DON'T WANT THIS TO CONSUME ME. EVEN THE WHOLE JOB SECURITY THING, DONE WORRYING. WHY? YOU MIGHT ASK. I THINK SO MUCH MORE OF THIS SITUATION IS BASED ON PEOPLES PANIC MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE. IT JUST HAS TO BE.
I WENT TO GO LOOK AT SOME NEW CARS WITH MY WIFE YESTERDAY. BOTH THE TOYOTA AND VW/ SUBAURU DEALERSHIPS WERE FILLED WITH PEOPLE. I THOUGHT THIS WAS THE NEW ECONOMY OF DEPRESSION AND RECESSION? THEN WHY WERE THESE PLACES FILLED? I THINK A LOT OF PEOPLE ARE THINKING THERE IS GREAT DEAL TO BE HAD BECAUSE THEY THINK ALL OF THE CAR COMPANIES ARE IN TROUBLE. WHO KNOWS. IT WAS STRANGE TO SEE CERTAIN PLACES OF COMMERCE EMPTY AND OTHERS PACKED.

NET BOOKS

OK. I MUST SAY THAT I BOUGHT A REFURBED NET BOOK, AND I AM LOVING IT. I AM ON A COMPUTER/LAPTOP ALL DAY AND IT IS A LOT OF FUN TO JUST POKE AROUND ON THE WEB AFTER HOURS. I AM REALLY DIGGING THE LINUX OS AS WELL. KIND OF FUN TO SEE WHAT ELSE IS OUT THERE.

BACK TO AMERICA

WELL MY GOOD FRIEND RYAN HAS FINALLY COME HOME ON LEAVE FROM IRAQ. VERY EXCITED TO HAVE HIM BACK EVEN IF IT IS ONLY FOR A FEW DAYS. WELCOME HOME MY GOOD MAN.

ALMOST HOME

SO MY VERY GOOD FRIEND RYAN, WHO IS CURRENTLY DEPLOYED IN IRAQ WAS SUPPOSED TO GO ON LEAVE YESTERDAY. HE WAS SCHEDULED TO HEAD HOME ON A PLANE YESTERDAY, SO THAT BY TODAY HE WOULD BE BACK WITH ME HERE IN NEW YORK. A FUCKING SANDSTORM HIT AND NO PLANES COULD FLY OUT! CAN YOU FUCKING BELIEVE THAT? SO NOW I WAIT TO HEAR FROM HIM TO SEE WHEN HE WILL BE HERE. BUT IT WON'T BE TONIGHT. BUMMER. SAFE TRAVEL SPUNK. CAN'T WAIT FOR YOU TO BE HOME.

MISTAKES AND WONDERINGS

YEAH EVERYBODY MAKES THEM. SOMETIMES SMALL ONES, OTHER TIMES LARGE ONES. BUT I ALWAYS SEEM TO MAKE THEM. MORE OFTEN THEN NOT THEY REALLY ONLY SEEM TO PISS OFF ONE PERSON. AND IT SUCKS. MOST OF THE TIME I JUST DON'T THINK AHEAD. I GUESS THAT HAS ALWAYS BEEN MY PROBLEM THROUGHOUT MY LIFE. IF THE THOUGHT NEVER CROSSED MY MIND ABOUT SOMETHING, DOES THAT TRULY MEAN I AM A BAD PERSON? PROBABLY NOT, BUT I HATE PISSING PEOPLE OFF FOR MY ACTIONS OR MY INACTION'S.

music

So, Sirius is about to start charging more money for you to keep the ability of listening online. which totally sucks cause I listen all day at work and of course in the car. so I think instead of spending more money for the service I will start exploring other online outlets for my work music. I am listening to one right now that so far seems great. it is called somafm (http://somafm.com) it is pretty good. it doesn't appear to have comercials which is quite important to me. check it out.

THIS SUCKS

I HATE GETTING SICK. I GUESS I REALLY CAN'T COMPLAIN THOUGH. IT HAS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I HAVE HAD THE SNIFFLES AND THE COUGHS.

LOUSY SMARCH WEATHER

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