THE CAT IS COMING OUT OF THE BAG

BIG WEEKEND UP AHEAD. I AM ABOUT TO TELL MY DAD AND STEPMOTHER THE GREAT NEWS. I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE HIS FACE. I THINK OUT OF ALL THE PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD, HE WILL BE THE MOST SURPRISED AND EXCITED. I HOPE THE WEATHER HOLDS OUT THOUGH SO I CAN BAR-B-QUE. I THINK I WILL EXPERIMENT WITH SOME JAMAICAN JERK STEAK. I AM STILL NOT A BBQ GRILL MASTER YET, BUT I AM TRYING. I WAS ALSO THINKING OF MAKING SOME REAL ITALIAN PIZZA. I HAVE SOME LEFT OVER MOZZARELLA THAT IS ITCHING TO BE USED.

MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND

WHAT A GREAT TIME. IT HAS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I HAVE HAD SO MUCH FUN PACKED ALL INTO ONE WEEKEND. ROLEPLAYED ON FRIDAY NIGHT AND ATE SOME INCREDIBLE CHICKEN. GOT TO THE RANGE WITH MY FRIEND ED AND SIGHTED IN 3 RIFLES AT 200 YARDS. THEN WE WENT SAILING AND HAD A BBQ. VERY INTENSE! THE WAVES WERE AMAZING IN THE BAY BECAUSE OF ALL THE FERRIES. ON SUNDAY, WE SURPRISED MY GOOD FRIEND BRETT WITH ALL OF HIS FRIENDS AT A BAR FOR 30TH BIRTHDAY IN BROOKLYN. AND MONDAY I GOT TO SPEND SOME VERY PRODUCTIVE TIME IN THE STUDIO. AND THE ENDER WAS MOOSE RIBS ON THE BARBIE! YUM. WHAT A GREAT WEEKEND INDEED

THE BOX

WELL 2 WEEKS AGO I HAD PAUL AND JON OVER FOR DINNER. WE DRANK A BOTTLE OF SCOTCH AND BUILT A BOX FOR SKATING. .

NEEDLESS TO SAY, WE DID NOT SKATE THAT NIGHT

GOOD EATS

SO I MADE VENISON SHEPARD'S PIE LAST NIGHT. IT CAME OUT REALLY GOOD. I WAS QUITE IMPRESSED. ADD YET ANOTHER RECIPE TO MY EVER GROWING BOOK OF TASTINESS.

CONTENT

WELL AFTER A WONDERFUL WEEKEND OF SOLITUDE I HAVE COME TO REMEMBER HOW MUCH I ENJOY IT. I LIKE BEING BY MYSELF. IT HAS A WAY OF FREEING YOURSELF UP TO EXPLORE WHAT YOUR MIND WANTS TO BE CONCENTRATING ON. I GOT MANY OF THE THINGS DONE THAT I HAD SET OUT TO DO AND ALSO GOT SOME MUCH NEEDED VEG OUT ON THE COUCH TIME. IT WILL SOME TIME UNTIL I CAN DO THAT AGAIN. MUCH FUN.

CONFUSION

EVERYONE ALWAYS SAYS THAT LIFE IS NOT EASY. WELL I CAN OFFICIALLY SAY THAT IT IS DEFINITELY NOT. JUST WHEN YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING EVERYTHING RIGHT, THE RUG IS PULLED OUT FROM UNDER YOU AND EVERYTHING IS FUCKED. I AM AT A COMPLETE LOSS FOR WORDS AS TO WHAT TO DO IN MY LATEST PREDICAMENT. I CAN'T MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY ALL THE TIME. BUT THIS TIME AROUND, I WILL HAVE TO BE CIVIL AND CORDIAL AND ALSO SOMEHOW FIT IN MY OWN FEELINGS AND HAPPINESS INTO THIS MESS. FUCK EVERYONE. WHO NEEDS TO BE HAPPY ANYWAY. THE WEEKEND OF SOLITUDE WILL BE GREATLY WELCOMED. I HAVEN'T BEEN ALL BY MYSELF IN A GOOD WHILE.